Lost..

What do you call it when all you feel is pain?

When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?

When you're tired of living and playing this game?

When you know your life is meaningless, and you're the only one to blame?

What do you call it when hurt is in your soul?

When you smile and laugh but you know it's all a show?

When you feel like you've hit your all time low?

When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?

What do you call it when you feel so alone?

When you're in your house, but it doesn't feel like home?

When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong?

When the wait to die seems too long?

    

Mitch, we miss you!!! I wish it was we only live twice!!! Tell, god to can get off your throne!!!!

Honestly, it's harder breathing next to you I shake.
I brought a gun and as the preacher tried to stop me.
Hold my heart it's beating for you anyway.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

What Is It?

                                        

With nowhere to go, no last resort, she opens her heart, her mind: to this so-called "God"

desperate to feel something, desperate for love

But nothing fills her but emptiness

Giving up, she just watches.

Tears fill her eyes as she sees:

All these Christians bowing down to nothing -

It breaks her heart

They will never learn,

They will never live,

They'll just waste their lives trying to get into Heaven

But after all,

What is Heaven but a state of mind

It is nothing

I can't write you a love letter.....

I can't write you a love letter, because my love for you can't be expressed in a letter, I would have to write you a book. <3

My Love Book!!